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Player Name: Melon
Characters Played: Mai |

When I realized that these would be my final words... well, I wasn't sure what to put down honestly.  I mean what do I really have to say that's important enough to want to immortalize for myself?  What words of wisdom can I possibly hope to have that I don't already?

There are things I would change if I could but will I have the chance to change those?  The past is the past and I doubt I can correct everything wrong I've ever done.  If I could though...

I would forgive my brother.  For every mean word when we were kids, for every time he pushed me around, for every time our jokes got to be too much and we were at each other's throats.  It was all so petty and our last argument wasn't worth never having the chance to tell him that just because I said what I said didn't mean I loved him less.
He was my baby brother, you know?

I would finally write her that letter.  I don't care if she never reads it, she could tear it up for all I care.  She probably would... and I can't blame her, not after everything.  I can't call her, I can't just talk to her like that.  And yet I want her to know despite it all that in a life filled with mistakes, she was the best thing I ever had for that brief moment.

... I guess I had a lot more to say than I thought I would.  Imagine that.

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